after mising new years in 3 consecutive years, here i am with my family and relatives saying goodbye to 2012 and welcoming 2013!!
happy new year folks!!!
Monday 31 December 2012
Sunday 30 December 2012
Day 30: What you learned from this month
before i start, i just want to say sorry for posting this day 30 so late.
it happened that my last day of this challenge falls to the most important day of the year.
the busiest, the most fun, and the most extravagant day to all of us.
i missed pinoy christmas for the last 3 years, so my excitement awaits for it. im so eager to experience the pinoy christmas spirit again and it happened that i missed to write this entry.
anyway, i know it tooks me weeks to post it, (coz i kept it in d draft), but here i am now, clicking every letters in my keyboard to finish all my unfinished business here..hehehehehhee
to much intro's already, and here's what i learn from this challenge
if you notice, since day 1 i find the courage in me to begin the challenge, talagang everyday i look forward to the next day to be fill up. like i always said to my previous entries that "pangangatawanan ko na talaga to!"
i did open my cards to this challenge, bit by bit, i release some extra baggage in me, i learn to rid negative vibes, i share myself that some people never thought i will be. in the end of it, i always thought that, this is my blog, this is my challenge, this is my freedom.
there's some simple things that i learned to value, learned to appreciate.
i learn to exert much effort from i used to be. i realized the deep meaning of regrets and learn to get through with it.
i know it's too gasgas of having new year resolution every new year, sabi nga kung gusto mo magbago, bakit iintayin mo pa bagong taon eh pde mo naman simulan anytime. pero ngayon makikuso ulit talaga ako,
(i even finished writing my bucketlist) hhahahahhaa
this challenge brought me to much and i thank those people who has been part of it,
to those people that dragged here without them knowing, to all my inspirations and
to you readers thank you.
xoxo
it happened that my last day of this challenge falls to the most important day of the year.
the busiest, the most fun, and the most extravagant day to all of us.
i missed pinoy christmas for the last 3 years, so my excitement awaits for it. im so eager to experience the pinoy christmas spirit again and it happened that i missed to write this entry.
anyway, i know it tooks me weeks to post it, (coz i kept it in d draft), but here i am now, clicking every letters in my keyboard to finish all my unfinished business here..hehehehehhee
to much intro's already, and here's what i learn from this challenge
if you notice, since day 1 i find the courage in me to begin the challenge, talagang everyday i look forward to the next day to be fill up. like i always said to my previous entries that "pangangatawanan ko na talaga to!"
i did open my cards to this challenge, bit by bit, i release some extra baggage in me, i learn to rid negative vibes, i share myself that some people never thought i will be. in the end of it, i always thought that, this is my blog, this is my challenge, this is my freedom.
there's some simple things that i learned to value, learned to appreciate.
i learn to exert much effort from i used to be. i realized the deep meaning of regrets and learn to get through with it.
i know it's too gasgas of having new year resolution every new year, sabi nga kung gusto mo magbago, bakit iintayin mo pa bagong taon eh pde mo naman simulan anytime. pero ngayon makikuso ulit talaga ako,
(i even finished writing my bucketlist) hhahahahhaa
this challenge brought me to much and i thank those people who has been part of it,
to those people that dragged here without them knowing, to all my inspirations and
to you readers thank you.
xoxo
Monday 24 December 2012
ay 29: Things you’re looking forward to next week -month
today is the 24th day of December,
as of this moment. 50 minutes more and it's Christmas time!! yippie!! merry Christmas everyone!!!
i missed celebrating Christmas here in the philippines for 3 consecutive years that's why im so excited for tomorrow, hehehehehehe kiddie kiddie lang ang peg ko noh? hehehhe im done wrapping my gifts...
after Christmas everyone is looking forward for new year, 6 days after, everyone is excited to new year.
like me! hehehehehe. i got so many things t look forward for next year, some of them are personal, and i promised my self to be more articulate in some stuff, early next year on the 2nd week of january i got so many important to do, to look forward to give more attention coz i feel if i let avoid all these, i will tend to feel half part of me would be nothing, i feel like i'd throw all my sacrifices for nothing, so that day would definitely a big day for me,, i still got almost 3 weeks for that to redy myself,,
and i prayed that on tht day, everything will went well the way it used to be last year..
merry Christmas everyone!!!
as of this moment. 50 minutes more and it's Christmas time!! yippie!! merry Christmas everyone!!!
i missed celebrating Christmas here in the philippines for 3 consecutive years that's why im so excited for tomorrow, hehehehehehe kiddie kiddie lang ang peg ko noh? hehehhe im done wrapping my gifts...
after Christmas everyone is looking forward for new year, 6 days after, everyone is excited to new year.
like me! hehehehehe. i got so many things t look forward for next year, some of them are personal, and i promised my self to be more articulate in some stuff, early next year on the 2nd week of january i got so many important to do, to look forward to give more attention coz i feel if i let avoid all these, i will tend to feel half part of me would be nothing, i feel like i'd throw all my sacrifices for nothing, so that day would definitely a big day for me,, i still got almost 3 weeks for that to redy myself,,
and i prayed that on tht day, everything will went well the way it used to be last year..
merry Christmas everyone!!!
Sunday 23 December 2012
Day 28: Write a letter to someone you’ve never talked to in a long time
dear HILLary,
honestly i don't intended to write you something about this matter, but you're the right one for this challenge.
i haven't had the chance to talk you seriously about the past happened to us, like a grown matured individual, we both silently chose to keep it in our self and burn it alive as what supposed to be. i believe that we both understand it, in a different way without tackling it words by words, eyes to eyes and heart to hearts,
days month runs forward, we both lead our ways differently, i walk with both of my feet on the ground, i deal with rough road going to my destination. you run with your bikes on your smooth road, you were very excited to be at the end point, you were very eager to stamp your feet to the pedal of your mini bicycle.
it maybe hard for me and easy for you but in the end despite from all the struggles that i face, i'm still happy and contended because i learn and i gain at the end of the road. you know why? coz i enjoyed walking with my feet itself coz i have the chance to take time to see the other side of my path, the beautiful memories that i will keep for the rest of my life. that i had the chance to i embrace the grass on my way, that i played with flowers on the side, to sing with the breeze and to walk holding them with me. compare yours who lost the chance to see the beauty of the real surrounding coz you're busy thinking about being the first to arrive at the pit stop,,a pit stop that doesn't involve in a challenge. because of your selfishness, you lost some of those precious gems in your hands coz you are busy hooking stars at the sky.
i have a lot of questions that never been answered
why oh why, how when why?
chances might be easy to give but not easy deal with,
but you know what, i realized there's something that don't need to end in a critical way. it's much better to let it heal by chance, to come-in the right place and time.
coz breaking two heart is not easy to fix and so the lost soul.
honestly i don't intended to write you something about this matter, but you're the right one for this challenge.
i haven't had the chance to talk you seriously about the past happened to us, like a grown matured individual, we both silently chose to keep it in our self and burn it alive as what supposed to be. i believe that we both understand it, in a different way without tackling it words by words, eyes to eyes and heart to hearts,
days month runs forward, we both lead our ways differently, i walk with both of my feet on the ground, i deal with rough road going to my destination. you run with your bikes on your smooth road, you were very excited to be at the end point, you were very eager to stamp your feet to the pedal of your mini bicycle.
it maybe hard for me and easy for you but in the end despite from all the struggles that i face, i'm still happy and contended because i learn and i gain at the end of the road. you know why? coz i enjoyed walking with my feet itself coz i have the chance to take time to see the other side of my path, the beautiful memories that i will keep for the rest of my life. that i had the chance to i embrace the grass on my way, that i played with flowers on the side, to sing with the breeze and to walk holding them with me. compare yours who lost the chance to see the beauty of the real surrounding coz you're busy thinking about being the first to arrive at the pit stop,,a pit stop that doesn't involve in a challenge. because of your selfishness, you lost some of those precious gems in your hands coz you are busy hooking stars at the sky.
i have a lot of questions that never been answered
why oh why, how when why?
chances might be easy to give but not easy deal with,
but you know what, i realized there's something that don't need to end in a critical way. it's much better to let it heal by chance, to come-in the right place and time.
coz breaking two heart is not easy to fix and so the lost soul.
Saturday 22 December 2012
Day 27: Something that inspires you
there's a lot of inspiration source exist here, just look somewhere, you get inspired, you just watched a movie you got inspired, you read good verse you get inspired, you heard good musics you get inspired.
Inspiration is here, but not of us take it seriously, not of us learn how to make it works. well for me, inspiration is a bread and butter of success, you get inspired, your aim works on how you want it to be.
i know in this kind of question lots of us would say, family, loveones, friends, bf/gf etc.
it's kinda odd coz we commonly say it,most used and most predictable answer.
in this blogsite, i promised myself to write something from my heart and not for the sake of good works.
i want to write things i love to say, that i have a freedom to express all the words in my mind no matter what it is.
what inspires me?
peoples different wisdoms.
people fear in dealing life.
mistaken action.
succesful man lonely childhood
people who inspired people
unfound love
good karma
who value humility
eye opener views
goal keeper
Inspiration is here, but not of us take it seriously, not of us learn how to make it works. well for me, inspiration is a bread and butter of success, you get inspired, your aim works on how you want it to be.
i know in this kind of question lots of us would say, family, loveones, friends, bf/gf etc.
it's kinda odd coz we commonly say it,most used and most predictable answer.
in this blogsite, i promised myself to write something from my heart and not for the sake of good works.
i want to write things i love to say, that i have a freedom to express all the words in my mind no matter what it is.
what inspires me?
peoples different wisdoms.
people fear in dealing life.
mistaken action.
succesful man lonely childhood
people who inspired people
unfound love
good karma
who value humility
eye opener views
goal keeper
Friday 21 December 2012
Day 26: Your favorite quotes
" There are moments when troubles enter our lives and we can do nothing to avoid them. but they are there for a reason. Only when we have overcome them we will understand why they were there."
- Paulo Coelho
"Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live."
- Mitch Albom
"Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answer are simple."
- Dr. Seuss
"life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
- George Bernard Shaw
"There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will."
- Unknown
"There are three types of people in this world: those who make things happen, those who watch things happen and those who wonder what happened."
- Mary Kay Ash
-Mitch Albom
"Changes is part of our life whether we want or we dont want it, The choice is ours on how to deal with it"
__ Nona Ercia
*i don't own the images above*
(source from tumblrs)
Thursday 20 December 2012
Day 25: Recommend a few blogspot's and write why you recommended them.
before when i dont own any blogsites, i am a very constant visitor of their blogsite.
i got my inspiration to have one from them, if you're going to check their profile and entries, mine is nothing compared to them,,ganun po kababa ang loob ko,,chozzzzzzzzzz hehehehehehehehehe
i love them not only because they are celebrity, they got fame, they're rich etc etc.
i love them because they proved me that they're a good example, their simplicity strikes me, their inteligence amazed me, and their beauty inside and out lead me to idolize them in deeper level.
who are they?
let me introduce my two favorite pinoy blogger.
bianca gonzalez http://www.iamsuperbianca.com/
and
mrs patty laurel - fillart http://www.pattylaurel.com/
bianca started blogging 2003 pa ata, and year 2005 when i found her site,,so imagine myself reading backward her past entries for 2 years..hehehehhe eh sipag pa naman nya mag post nung time na yun,
i love her blogs, madami ka talaga matutunan at malalaman, madami ka ding mararamdaman through her words, and im not a shame to tell the world that im bianca;s biggest fan!!
kahit very lil random things lang yung nashahare nya, or yung iba ang babaw, or simple still i love it.
but once she got the serious entry,,wow mapapahanga ka talaga ng bonga!
she has her own style, she has her own pen strokes, she's not afraid to tell her feelings towards certain things coz as a reader you can feel every letter written on it without giving bad judgement, she's very smart to understand, (well thats for me, coz us has different views how to appreciate one's words)
patty laurel started blogging since 2005, the same year when i discover bianca's blog, like bianca, i know patty as a model. and a tv personality.
im a magazine collector, and if you are, you will know patty too coz she's been part of teens magazine always. like bianca i know their celebrity part inside them, coz im a big follower.
patty is one beauty and brain person,i like her simplicity and humility.
she;s sometimes kengkoy and dork (like what she said about her)
but she has a lot of thoughts and wisdom to shares, for us to learn and to give insights to discover one's different views towards life.
patty has her own identity as good blogger, because her writing is really one of a kind.
***those 2 sites witten above are just only 2 blogsites that i visit most of the time,
actully madami talaga akong sinusubaybayan, but those too are my top favorite!!
let me share u some sites that i visit.
www.darlasauler.com (sowbiz chikanes)
www.fashionpulis.com (diff blind item)
http://sneakyflorie.blogspot.com/
http://daphne.ph/
http://www.spellsaab.com/
http://sneakyflorie.blogspot.com/
i got my inspiration to have one from them, if you're going to check their profile and entries, mine is nothing compared to them,,ganun po kababa ang loob ko,,chozzzzzzzzzz hehehehehehehehehe
i love them not only because they are celebrity, they got fame, they're rich etc etc.
i love them because they proved me that they're a good example, their simplicity strikes me, their inteligence amazed me, and their beauty inside and out lead me to idolize them in deeper level.
who are they?
let me introduce my two favorite pinoy blogger.
bianca gonzalez http://www.iamsuperbianca.com/
and
mrs patty laurel - fillart http://www.pattylaurel.com/
bianca started blogging 2003 pa ata, and year 2005 when i found her site,,so imagine myself reading backward her past entries for 2 years..hehehehhe eh sipag pa naman nya mag post nung time na yun,
i love her blogs, madami ka talaga matutunan at malalaman, madami ka ding mararamdaman through her words, and im not a shame to tell the world that im bianca;s biggest fan!!
kahit very lil random things lang yung nashahare nya, or yung iba ang babaw, or simple still i love it.
but once she got the serious entry,,wow mapapahanga ka talaga ng bonga!
she has her own style, she has her own pen strokes, she's not afraid to tell her feelings towards certain things coz as a reader you can feel every letter written on it without giving bad judgement, she's very smart to understand, (well thats for me, coz us has different views how to appreciate one's words)
patty laurel started blogging since 2005, the same year when i discover bianca's blog, like bianca, i know patty as a model. and a tv personality.
im a magazine collector, and if you are, you will know patty too coz she's been part of teens magazine always. like bianca i know their celebrity part inside them, coz im a big follower.
patty is one beauty and brain person,i like her simplicity and humility.
she;s sometimes kengkoy and dork (like what she said about her)
but she has a lot of thoughts and wisdom to shares, for us to learn and to give insights to discover one's different views towards life.
patty has her own identity as good blogger, because her writing is really one of a kind.
***those 2 sites witten above are just only 2 blogsites that i visit most of the time,
actully madami talaga akong sinusubaybayan, but those too are my top favorite!!
let me share u some sites that i visit.
www.darlasauler.com (sowbiz chikanes)
www.fashionpulis.com (diff blind item)
http://sneakyflorie.blogspot.com/
http://daphne.ph/
http://www.spellsaab.com/
http://sugarcandypop.livejournal.com/
http://www.ourawesomeplanet.com/awesome/http://sneakyflorie.blogspot.com/
Wednesday 19 December 2012
Day 24: When you look outside step outside your front door of the house, what do you see? picture if you like **
this images was taken more or less three weeks ago, i really dont know that i had lil love spot in plants, coz i remember when i was in my teenagers years, i did try my luck to planted plants but i always end up 10 percents of those plants i planted live. since then, i told to my self that i this is not for me, i cant be a gardener, i can't have my dream garden landscape someday coz even pinching the plants i can't be a succesful one, i dont have the what they called "green tumb". someone who can grow and flourish plants.
i dont have the natural knack in me for gardening.
what's the connection of my earlier post in this challenge?
ok i'll tell and show you what i got,
when you go outside from the front door, you will see this tiny heaven and clouds of me.
my lil garden.
i got bored most of the time, there' one time my tita asked me why i dont try my boredom fixing lil garden and try planting different plants on it,,she said, sayang naman kung hahayaan mo lang yung, maganda pa naman, ang lalago na ng mga plants at siksikan na sila."
sabi ko, "naku tita baka masayang lang sila at mamatay lang..syang naman pagkakatanim nyan"
sabi nya,,hindi,,basta subukan mo. bibigyan kita ng iba pang plants at itanim mo..
bili ka ng paso, eto namumulaklak na,,tingnan mo to daming supang (sprout)! kakatuwa!
eto pa,,oh eto,,ay ayun,,blah blah blah..
to mke it short, nasunod ko sya,,
i started fixing our lil garden, i do collect pants na, do asking my relatives to give me some plants.
i learned to look for some landscape design in internet.
i can buy 1 sack of garden soil and carry it by my self,
i learned to appreciate plants and different kinds of it, kasi dati wala lang akong care sa kanila eh, but now, i love them ll!
this is what you got when you enter a step outside our house.
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| i bought this plants (in the green pot) for about 50 php |
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| welcome plants from nanay mireng |
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| nipa hut beside our garden |
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| horse tail |
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| mama mary with santan flower besides. |
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| i saw this plants in a abandoned place near to my house, i cut the brunch and planted it, it's been 4 months in the pot yet still alive |
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| my first ever welcome plant that ws given to me. |
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| cactus |
Tuesday 18 December 2012
Day 23: Post up all the sites you use. (ex. your Twitter link, Facebook, Formspring etc.)
i really love net surfing!! (who are not?)
everytime i opened internet, the sites listed below would never ever forget to visit,
they're my top lists, and i love all this sites!!
1. YAHOO PHILIPPINES (need to check my emails to be updated)
email me. simply_shannon05@yahoo.com
2. FACEBOOK
http://www.facebook.com/nona.ercia
3. TWITTER
https://twitter.com/shannonrockon
it's protected but if you send follow request i'll accept if i know you,,hehehehehhee
4. YOUTUBE
http://www.youtube.com/user/punkedshannon:
i love watching videos
one of my bestfriend, anything i ask she has a answer, though not of them are half thruth but most of the time are reliable and helpful.
everytime i opened internet, the sites listed below would never ever forget to visit,
they're my top lists, and i love all this sites!!
1. YAHOO PHILIPPINES (need to check my emails to be updated)
email me. simply_shannon05@yahoo.com
2. FACEBOOK
http://www.facebook.com/nona.ercia
3. TWITTER
https://twitter.com/shannonrockon
it's protected but if you send follow request i'll accept if i know you,,hehehehehhee
4. YOUTUBE
http://www.youtube.com/user/punkedshannon:
i love watching videos
5. GOOGLE
reinrusellryztof@gmail.comone of my bestfriend, anything i ask she has a answer, though not of them are half thruth but most of the time are reliable and helpful.
6. TUMBLR - http://www.tumblr.com/blog/shannonrock
7. BLOGGER- http://shannonrockon.blogspot.com/
''emancipation" mea vitan,anima et experientia.
Monday 17 December 2012
Day 22: A picture of what you wore today
i took picture of my self for the sake of this challlenge.
usually i really dont like to post all the things i have, to show the world what i got,
if you notice to all social media, most of them posted different stuff that they got, they have, they bought, gifted to them, most specially the foods and gadgets..
i really don't like that kind of entry, you knew to your self that they make it "yabang lang" or to tell the world that they're "sosyal" or very much in.
but it doesn't mean that one friend post it, i'll make judgement agad, hindi naman sa gnun,,depende naman on how you interpret the situation.
meron lang talagang iba na yabang na talaga..
for todays challenge
tis is what i wore today,
i have schedule today with my doctors in FMAB in manila,
last time im a bit semi formal, but today, ibang ang peg ko,,,hehehehehehe..
im a type of person who's not afraid to show who's the real me on the way i dress,
i have my own statement in fashion,,i do experiement, im not into "what's in", i wore what i think im comportable. i wore where i think im confident, no matter other people think im weird, i don't care, as much as i dont owe them my clothes.. hehehehehe
here's what i got.
a yello tank top that i bought in ZARA for 2 uero
skinny jeans from JAG denim
white PAUL FRANK rubber shoes (bday gift from a friend)
and a multi colored scarf from my sister.
for my accesories
2 strings (dark blue and red pink)
and my favorite black watch
Sunday 16 December 2012
Day 21: What do you look for in a guy/girl?
let's talk about boys!!!!
exciting topic! hahahaahaahhaha
i wanna put in no particular order,
lemme start now! awwww] :P
a like guys who wore white shirt,
with clean toe nails. (first thing i love to notice in all guys)
i like bald guys but i love with not so long hair but tied neatly,
bad boy looks,
im into singer band than to dancers, rakista ako eh,,hehehehehe
if he has a great tattoo much better,
some who can sing and play guitar, or any musical instruments,
someone who love to wear sneaker rather that black leather shoes.
yung hindi nananakit ng girls (gentleman)
respectful,
family oriented.
cowboy, someone who can blend to anything.
kalog
sweet
not a gambler,
not kiss and tell
never a cheater and 2 timer,
not mamas boy
not a coward
not baduy
i hate guys with no balls! (dont be so green) hehehheeh
with good career is a bonus.
yung tipong marunong mag effort,
not gay
with beautiful body! hahahahahaha a guy with 6 packs abs! *dream on* :)
hhahahhaa that's all
kaya folks if may kakilala kayong ganyan wag nyo na pong ipagpawalang bahalang ipakilala sakin,,bka sya na soulmate ko!!!
ayieeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
exciting topic! hahahaahaahhaha
i wanna put in no particular order,
lemme start now! awwww] :P
a like guys who wore white shirt,
with clean toe nails. (first thing i love to notice in all guys)
i like bald guys but i love with not so long hair but tied neatly,
bad boy looks,
im into singer band than to dancers, rakista ako eh,,hehehehehe
if he has a great tattoo much better,
some who can sing and play guitar, or any musical instruments,
someone who love to wear sneaker rather that black leather shoes.
yung hindi nananakit ng girls (gentleman)
respectful,
family oriented.
cowboy, someone who can blend to anything.
kalog
sweet
not a gambler,
not kiss and tell
never a cheater and 2 timer,
not mamas boy
not a coward
not baduy
i hate guys with no balls! (dont be so green) hehehheeh
with good career is a bonus.
yung tipong marunong mag effort,
not gay
with beautiful body! hahahahahaha a guy with 6 packs abs! *dream on* :)
hhahahhaa that's all
kaya folks if may kakilala kayong ganyan wag nyo na pong ipagpawalang bahalang ipakilala sakin,,bka sya na soulmate ko!!!
ayieeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
Saturday 15 December 2012
Day 20: What did you eat today? Picture if you want*
usually i dont eat breakfast, just a cup of coffee is enought for me, last week i was forced to eat breakfast till next week for my medication, as much as i dont want to eat breakfast coz i really have no appetite for heavy meals, i dont hav a choice but to eat.
here's what i had this day.
BREAKFAST:
a cup of coffee and macaroni soup *sopas*
LUNCH:
rice, pork steak and ginisang kalabasa (i hate kalabasa, but i ate the lil soup on it)
with bagoong and manga for desert
SNACK:
2 balot
1 bottle of softdrinks
DINNER:
Rice with friend beef chunk,half tomato and boiled string beans.
here's what i had this day.
BREAKFAST:
a cup of coffee and macaroni soup *sopas*
LUNCH:
rice, pork steak and ginisang kalabasa (i hate kalabasa, but i ate the lil soup on it)
with bagoong and manga for desert
SNACK:
2 balot
1 bottle of softdrinks
DINNER:
Rice with friend beef chunk,half tomato and boiled string beans.
Friday 14 December 2012
MEGA meet housemate in TOWER! (excerpt fom tumblr)
last sept 27 2011 past 8pm, nag aya ang housemates lumabas. susunduin kasi ni kuya edison and kanyang asawa na si agnese sa trabaho, isasama nya si kuya ronnie.
naisipan na din ni mhizukie na sumama at inaya ako, so sabi ko cge wala naman din akong gagawin at maghapon din naman akong di lumabas, sa madalit sabi, 4 kami na umalis, sakay kami bus papunta station to buy something„at dahil maaga pa naman sa pag awas ni ate agnese, nilakad na namin from station to doumo (where the leaning tower is) kasi malapit lang dun work ni ate agnese…so lakad kami, dun kami nag short cut mula likod ng doumo papunta s aharapan or dun sa main entrance„,syempre gabi na so wala ng masyadong tourist kasi hindi na rin naman maganda ang view ng tower pag gabi…then naglalakad kami, may ilan ilan din naman naglalakad pero palabas na din…so si mhizukie may na meet na pinas habang naglalakad, syempre tanong tanong kung anong ginagawa dun..sabi nung girl tourist daw sya from manila…at nagpasyal sila dahil na rin sa show, so ask and lola mew kung anong show yun.,.,sabui nung girl sa show ni mega, ayun sya oh„,so ako naman hindi agad naniwala sabi ko charot lang ata yun eh…then sina mhizukie chineck kung totoo nga na si sharon yun, nakatalikod sila kasi samin kasi palabas na din sila„„ayun totoo nga! mega sigaw ang lola beki ng ”ate mega” pag harap aba si sharon nga! hahahahaha…we did say hi to her and ask a picture! she’s so nice and accomodating! akalain mo yun hindi namin sya nakita sa pinas then sa simpleng paggagala namin makikita namin sya…
honestly cguro mga 10 minutes lang akong na starstruck sa kanya, then after dan wala na lang..kasabay pa nga namin syang naglalakad papunta sa labas kasi pauwi na din sila then pupunta na sila sa bus nila, coz they’re going to travel to austria for the show. kung meron mang super happy na nasobrahan sa pagka starstruck si kuya ronnie na yun„kaya lang malas nya kasi yung picture nialng 2 ni ate shawie eh blurred„wahehehehehe..kasalanan ko! :P
here’s the proof that mega meet housemates!
here’s the proof that mega meet housemates!
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| kuya ronnie, ate mega, diosa, me and mr geral |
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| mega meet astig |
Day 19: A video you would usually watch on Youtube Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - "Your Guardian Angel"
this song is one of my favorite song and video forever!!
i really really love this song by red jumpsuit apparatus,
i love the lyrics and the melody,,and i love the voice!
i kept playing this in youtube,
and kept playing in my ipod,,
share you one more secret, i have my own rendition of this song,,,hehehehehhehehehe
check this out....
Thursday 13 December 2012
Day 18: Write a letter to your followers
to my dear followers,
i know na konti lang kayo,
and im thankful that you waste your time reading this non-sense post of mine,
we all know that im not really a writer,i just wrote something from my heart.
everything flashes to my mind, everything i learned, everything that my emotion need to explode, i'' write it here,
for all the unforgetable experience mababaw man or malalim, i'll write it
a peace of my thoughts, i will write it,
feelings of happiness, agony or whatsoever, i will write it.
everything, i will write it.
this is really my passion, and im giving my self to give it a try one more time, i experienced being discourage my my ownself, i lost confidence, i lost time, i even regret for those i missed, for those things i let them passed without giving justice.i wasted to much time and to much happiness, i wasted those things that ws given to me but i ignored them,
this time i learned,
this time i will try to do looking for a missing puzzle piece to make the whole me, coz i know i lost one before.
this time i will make knock and say "this is the time"!
i know hindi ako gaya ng iba na magaling,
baka para sa iba boring my post ko,
hindi ko naman kayo pipilitin na pagkaabalahan tong site ko,,
masulyapan nyo man or hindi,,tapunan nyo man ng ngiti or taasan ng kilay,
no prob yun sa akin,,
mag comment kaa ng masakit ok din sa akin pero before mo yun gawin, isipin mo muna na kung ang blogs mo eh magaling,,
hindi ako takot sa masakit na mga komento as long as may karapatan naman ayo magmalaki,
pinapangako ko, kung may ma share man ako na hindi ko aking gawa, bibigyan ko ng credit ang original author,
ayoko kayang makasuhan ng PLAGIARISM no? hehehehehehehe
pero gaya ng aking title,
"emancipation"
mea vitam,anima et experientia
in english it means,
freedon
my life, my soul and experience.
it's about me,,only me! :)
i know na konti lang kayo,
and im thankful that you waste your time reading this non-sense post of mine,
we all know that im not really a writer,i just wrote something from my heart.
everything flashes to my mind, everything i learned, everything that my emotion need to explode, i'' write it here,
for all the unforgetable experience mababaw man or malalim, i'll write it
a peace of my thoughts, i will write it,
feelings of happiness, agony or whatsoever, i will write it.
everything, i will write it.
this is really my passion, and im giving my self to give it a try one more time, i experienced being discourage my my ownself, i lost confidence, i lost time, i even regret for those i missed, for those things i let them passed without giving justice.i wasted to much time and to much happiness, i wasted those things that ws given to me but i ignored them,
this time i learned,
this time i will try to do looking for a missing puzzle piece to make the whole me, coz i know i lost one before.
this time i will make knock and say "this is the time"!
i know hindi ako gaya ng iba na magaling,
baka para sa iba boring my post ko,
hindi ko naman kayo pipilitin na pagkaabalahan tong site ko,,
masulyapan nyo man or hindi,,tapunan nyo man ng ngiti or taasan ng kilay,
no prob yun sa akin,,
mag comment kaa ng masakit ok din sa akin pero before mo yun gawin, isipin mo muna na kung ang blogs mo eh magaling,,
hindi ako takot sa masakit na mga komento as long as may karapatan naman ayo magmalaki,
pinapangako ko, kung may ma share man ako na hindi ko aking gawa, bibigyan ko ng credit ang original author,
ayoko kayang makasuhan ng PLAGIARISM no? hehehehehehehe
pero gaya ng aking title,
"emancipation"
mea vitam,anima et experientia
in english it means,
freedon
my life, my soul and experience.
it's about me,,only me! :)
Wednesday 12 December 2012
12:12.in 12/12/12.
i just noticed this when i was surfing net at lunch time and i found out the last three repeating numbers in this century at excatly 12:12
galing no!? hehehehehhehe
Day 17: Last post you made on Tumblr that doesn’t involve a challenge? Delight (Original) - Robin Nievera
i titled the original version of this challenge..
originlly it came from tumblr, and because im using blogspot now and just started weeks ago i dont have much post in this account,
i mention in my previous blog that i have still have an existing tumblr account and i have 45 post there, but the last one i wrote is a year older already, i haven't post since them that's why i decided to give blogspot another try.
what's the connection of those i said above in this challenge?
coz i will used my previous blog in tumblr for this challenge.
question is, "what's your last post you made on tumblr that doesn't involve a challenge?"
i comprehended this much and check my tumblr account and this is what i found.
i posted this in tumblr, this is one of the nicest song I've ever heard,
i got mesmerized by this guy,
may be some of you knew him but for those who didn't
he's robin nievera, eldest son of Philippines concert king and queen pops Fernandez and martin nievera
yes he entered music scene like his parents do best,
he's quiet good and he deserved his own path to shine.
how i found it?
i was reading patty laurels blog she share the link of this song and got heard it and from that moment, i fell in love to this song..
Tuesday 11 December 2012
Day 16: A picture of your cellphone/iPod/camera. ** Or altogether!
ok, i admit i'm a techie person, i love everything about gadgets, and its my dream to have all of them!!!
hahahahahahahaha
here's what i have.
a sony vaio that my sister connie gave to me.
an ipad 2 3g/wifi, ang suhol ni edz sakin
ipod classic 160 gb my sister connies birthday gift
an ipod touch my very expensive gadgets that i bought
an iphone 3g (not totally mine but i had the rights to own it) gulo noh?!
and my cellphone that my sister connie xmas gift last year.
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| nokia x2 |
buti pala na picturan ko yung mga gadgets before ko ma psot to....
last time i was dressing when i ntice how big mess my room is,
i took my cellphone and took a camera, to picture how my room look like.
and nakita ko tong mga gadgets na nagtatabi tabi taz sala salabit yung mga cord..
what i love bout gadgets? im pretty sure lots of people would agree to me if i say "this is my life"
am i right? hehehehehehehe
i know there's an advantage and disadvantage but the use of this gadgets make lot of advantages to all mankind! the most easiest way to know everything just 1 click and voila!
the best way to communicate with our love ones here and abroad, the most reliable things in every keeping and releasing details. etc etc etc...
though i have enough but there's still one gadgets that i been dreaming to have...to complete my collection,
what is it? a DSLR camera!!!!!!!!
sponsor please!!! hahahahahahahahahahaha
Monday 10 December 2012
Day 15: Last thing you did that was stressful
are you pointing my day today?
today is one hell stressful to me, until this moment, i got loaded by so many bad vibes today.
i can't even imagine how i surpassed this day with so much strength (i been so emotional, physically and mentally tired) this day journey was kinda roller coaster to me, since in the morning until today, honestly while im writing this,my mind are very much occupied by lots of things that i can imagine somehow to set it without missing important things to fix it in order the way it use to be.
scene this morning
i woke up late coz i forgot to set my alarm,i was supposed to wake up at 7am but because em so tired from last nights i slept long, i wake up 8am,,need to hurry coz i have schedule to my doctor in FMAB in manila
i check my email while drinking coffee, someone (client's boss) messaged me that makes me more stressed .
he was asking for a new documents and i need to send it soon as i have it.
jumping in, i take shower and ready myself for my appointment,
i leave the house 9am, and i was calculating my time coz i need to be at manila at 11 am or else my doctor be gone at that time,
i wait in the station and waiting for an airconbus going to taft. but sad to say after staying 25 minutes nothing have passed...parang nananadya talaga..
and those guys (vendor and traffic enforcer) are so irritating they kept looking at me as if im different.. do i look alike a gangster? first time nyo ba makakita ng babaeng may tattoo? and this traffic enforcer have this flirting looks,,,, man! im not katrina halili with sex scandal noh? ka adwa eh..
ok let me leave those fucking annoying guys at the station.
because i was running to my time, i rode an ordinary bus with my bushy eyebrow, don't blame me why coz i got no damn choice, and the weather is so hot. i sweat a lot!
i rode the right bus, it's going straight to my destination, because i don't like being stuck on that hot vehicle, i made a planned to change in the midpoint (alabang) to change an airconbus..
i know everyone of you who rode to an ordinary bus felt my sentiments right?
almost 45 minutes when i reach alabang,,soon as the bus stop to unload passenger, i go down and find another air con bus going to taft.
i walk to much to reach another bus stop imagine the hot weather and i walk without umbrella
but in my horror, time is running and nothing passed,i have no damn choice again but to ride an ordinary bus.
and the bus coming was the same bus i rode in.
so many passengers aboard and those half empty seats after i live are much occupied now,
no time for me to go down and wait for another minutes coz im very much aware that my time is ticking and im running out of time
do you have any idea where i got a spot to sit? in the floor beside the driver!!!!!fuck! em i so lucky right??!!!
to hell with those fucking 45 minutes travel sitting on the floor and no windows or door opened!
i feel the the liquid run at my back!!
i reach the clinic almost timed. i met my doctors and talk about things that we've been talking since the day 1 that i met them. (what we talk about gain me more stress)
the hell i care! i been used to it naman eh, and i was expecting cynical through it.
(please understand me why id don't elaborate those talking here because it's very private and i don't want to dragged it here)
maybe some other time i will right something about it, i need much more time to find courage to tel the secrets behind me and how i survived it bravely
2 hours fast forward.
i landed to laguna and need t hurry again to go to another engagement.
(the important documents that was written above)
i talked to the lawyer and ask for a copy and need to send it asap to the client and past it again to me and pass to the boss)
hays kakaloka..nakakahilo, nakaka gutom at nakakapagod.
ok check with the documents.
need to go home for some rest.
i reach home 4pm, as soon as do down to the trike i saw my nephew smiling at me and very happy to see me. he was begging to me to take him out of the crib..
i took him and fed something, i played with him a little, and those lil precious time with him take away my tiredness and recharged me to be alive again!
you think may day end up like that?
still no!
someone ask something imposibble and how can i do it like superwoman flying in a seconds?!
nagiisip kaba? paano ko mapapatakbo ang sasayan kung walang gasolina at manibela?
maganda nga daan walang lubak pero paano ko dadaanan kung flat naman ang gulong ng 2 sa unahan?
kuha nyo?
kakalokang araw.
i feel like battery toy after being played battery got emptied and need to recharge again to move again.
my whole day run circling without stopover,
no matter how good driver i was in the end,only in the end i will have my peace and heaven?
you know where it is? in my bed!
tomorrow is another busy they got so many errands to do and charging will start now.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
this is your blogger shannonrockon signing off!
good night and have a great days ahead!
today is one hell stressful to me, until this moment, i got loaded by so many bad vibes today.
i can't even imagine how i surpassed this day with so much strength (i been so emotional, physically and mentally tired) this day journey was kinda roller coaster to me, since in the morning until today, honestly while im writing this,my mind are very much occupied by lots of things that i can imagine somehow to set it without missing important things to fix it in order the way it use to be.
scene this morning
i woke up late coz i forgot to set my alarm,i was supposed to wake up at 7am but because em so tired from last nights i slept long, i wake up 8am,,need to hurry coz i have schedule to my doctor in FMAB in manila
i check my email while drinking coffee, someone (client's boss) messaged me that makes me more stressed .
he was asking for a new documents and i need to send it soon as i have it.
jumping in, i take shower and ready myself for my appointment,
i leave the house 9am, and i was calculating my time coz i need to be at manila at 11 am or else my doctor be gone at that time,
i wait in the station and waiting for an airconbus going to taft. but sad to say after staying 25 minutes nothing have passed...parang nananadya talaga..
and those guys (vendor and traffic enforcer) are so irritating they kept looking at me as if im different.. do i look alike a gangster? first time nyo ba makakita ng babaeng may tattoo? and this traffic enforcer have this flirting looks,,,, man! im not katrina halili with sex scandal noh? ka adwa eh..
ok let me leave those fucking annoying guys at the station.
because i was running to my time, i rode an ordinary bus with my bushy eyebrow, don't blame me why coz i got no damn choice, and the weather is so hot. i sweat a lot!
i rode the right bus, it's going straight to my destination, because i don't like being stuck on that hot vehicle, i made a planned to change in the midpoint (alabang) to change an airconbus..
i know everyone of you who rode to an ordinary bus felt my sentiments right?
almost 45 minutes when i reach alabang,,soon as the bus stop to unload passenger, i go down and find another air con bus going to taft.
i walk to much to reach another bus stop imagine the hot weather and i walk without umbrella
but in my horror, time is running and nothing passed,i have no damn choice again but to ride an ordinary bus.
and the bus coming was the same bus i rode in.
so many passengers aboard and those half empty seats after i live are much occupied now,
no time for me to go down and wait for another minutes coz im very much aware that my time is ticking and im running out of time
do you have any idea where i got a spot to sit? in the floor beside the driver!!!!!fuck! em i so lucky right??!!!
to hell with those fucking 45 minutes travel sitting on the floor and no windows or door opened!
i feel the the liquid run at my back!!
i reach the clinic almost timed. i met my doctors and talk about things that we've been talking since the day 1 that i met them. (what we talk about gain me more stress)
the hell i care! i been used to it naman eh, and i was expecting cynical through it.
(please understand me why id don't elaborate those talking here because it's very private and i don't want to dragged it here)
maybe some other time i will right something about it, i need much more time to find courage to tel the secrets behind me and how i survived it bravely
2 hours fast forward.
i landed to laguna and need t hurry again to go to another engagement.
(the important documents that was written above)
i talked to the lawyer and ask for a copy and need to send it asap to the client and past it again to me and pass to the boss)
hays kakaloka..nakakahilo, nakaka gutom at nakakapagod.
ok check with the documents.
need to go home for some rest.
i reach home 4pm, as soon as do down to the trike i saw my nephew smiling at me and very happy to see me. he was begging to me to take him out of the crib..
i took him and fed something, i played with him a little, and those lil precious time with him take away my tiredness and recharged me to be alive again!
you think may day end up like that?
still no!
someone ask something imposibble and how can i do it like superwoman flying in a seconds?!
nagiisip kaba? paano ko mapapatakbo ang sasayan kung walang gasolina at manibela?
maganda nga daan walang lubak pero paano ko dadaanan kung flat naman ang gulong ng 2 sa unahan?
kuha nyo?
kakalokang araw.
i feel like battery toy after being played battery got emptied and need to recharge again to move again.
my whole day run circling without stopover,
no matter how good driver i was in the end,only in the end i will have my peace and heaven?
you know where it is? in my bed!
tomorrow is another busy they got so many errands to do and charging will start now.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
this is your blogger shannonrockon signing off!
good night and have a great days ahead!
Sunday 9 December 2012
Day 14: Last thing you did that was fun
it happened last night when I, my sister shine, bro in law unjeng and my to bandits (nephewn hayden and ryztof) watched pba live at mall of asia arena!
it's our favorite team playing on the field, our dearest BRGY ginebra!
actually it's not my first time to watch pba,what was fun is i watched it with my sisters family,,imagine my 15 months nephew watched it already?! ni wala ngang kamuwang muwang, it tooks 27 years of me to watch pba for the firstime but my nephew at 15 month old nakapanood na?!
ang nakakatuwa pa nito, parang alam nya na nangyayari,,,tuwang tuwa sya sa pag nagsisigawan mga tao, when they cheer, he ccheered too, when they clap, he clapped too with matching gangnam style (his version) dance pa. at first half super kakatuwa kasi lamang ginebra, pero nung pumasok na second half, ayun semplang ang brgy,,hahahahahahah pero kahit talunan, masaya pa din and it's gonna be one of my unforgetble funny experience for me!!!i have so much fun!
it's our favorite team playing on the field, our dearest BRGY ginebra!
actually it's not my first time to watch pba,what was fun is i watched it with my sisters family,,imagine my 15 months nephew watched it already?! ni wala ngang kamuwang muwang, it tooks 27 years of me to watch pba for the firstime but my nephew at 15 month old nakapanood na?!
ang nakakatuwa pa nito, parang alam nya na nangyayari,,,tuwang tuwa sya sa pag nagsisigawan mga tao, when they cheer, he ccheered too, when they clap, he clapped too with matching gangnam style (his version) dance pa. at first half super kakatuwa kasi lamang ginebra, pero nung pumasok na second half, ayun semplang ang brgy,,hahahahahahah pero kahit talunan, masaya pa din and it's gonna be one of my unforgetble funny experience for me!!!i have so much fun!
Saturday 8 December 2012
Day 13: Write about your Ex- boyfriend(s)/girlfriend(s)
honestly, this is the only challege im not excited to write in
it doesn't meant that im a bitter, AMABITTER
but i have my Own philosophy regarding to this kind of stuff..
hehehehehehehehe
for me, past is really a past na, close book ika nga nila.
in order for us to move on, we need to jump into a new page, and never return again, you might waste your time for something that it's not important anymore..
nakaraan na eh kaya mas maigi ng wag balikan,,
nakakaramdam na ako ng ibang emotion sa mga nasulat ko above,,
kaya di ko na masyadong hahabaan to,,
dahil baka kung san pa mapunta usapan at makuwento ko alng lahat lahat..which is di ko naman gagawin, pero kung gaganahan baka masabi na din!!!wa hahahahahahahahaha
eto na alng ending words ko para sa kanya..
i feel blessed when i choose the right path, and im happy for what i been through coz i relialize i been smart and wise when i learn to walk out to the web made by you.
that's all and bow!!!! *_^
it doesn't meant that im a bitter, AMABITTER
but i have my Own philosophy regarding to this kind of stuff..
hehehehehehehehe
for me, past is really a past na, close book ika nga nila.
in order for us to move on, we need to jump into a new page, and never return again, you might waste your time for something that it's not important anymore..
nakaraan na eh kaya mas maigi ng wag balikan,,
nakakaramdam na ako ng ibang emotion sa mga nasulat ko above,,
kaya di ko na masyadong hahabaan to,,
dahil baka kung san pa mapunta usapan at makuwento ko alng lahat lahat..which is di ko naman gagawin, pero kung gaganahan baka masabi na din!!!wa hahahahahahahahaha
eto na alng ending words ko para sa kanya..
i feel blessed when i choose the right path, and im happy for what i been through coz i relialize i been smart and wise when i learn to walk out to the web made by you.
that's all and bow!!!! *_^
Friday 7 December 2012
Day 12: What got you into this challenge?
bakit nga ba?? hehehehhehehe
the truth is, i been fascinated to have a blog and post anything i like, but before, super tamad ako, such a lazy girl, like what i always said, i'm a writer but i don't write? gets?! hehehehehhee
this blogsite? i recover it after trying different id's and password.
i have my blogsite in friendster before, i still have all my post before friendster old say goodbye,
then i signed to tumblr, i post some but not as frequent like this,
sabi ko nga ngayon pangangatawanan ko na talaga...ito na siguro ang magiging matinong blogsite ko..promise..
i was being mentioned in twitter with one of my favorite writer, and one fan being tagged to, i dont even remember what we're talking about, chikahan na kami ni twitter fanatic, then suddenly napunta ako sa profile nya,,dun nakita ko na naka attached yung blogspot site nya,,then binasa ko yung mga latest post nya.
may nakita akong interesting na post.,at eto nga nga yung 30 days challlenge, as far as i remember nagsisimula na din sya sa challenge na yun,,and then habang nagbabas ako, nag sink in sa isip ko na why not try it? tutal natututwa nman ako dun sa ibang challenge eh,,
lam mo yung nafefeel mo din yung challenge to try? saka mahilig talaga ako sa mga sinasagutan na mga ka ekekan eh..
parng umiislambook lang! hahahahahahahha
sabi ko nga, paninindigan ko tong chllenge na to..tingan mo nasa 12 na ako,,hehehehehe kahit minsan, yung halos lahat hindi pa natatapos,,need to edit pa.
madami kasi sa challenge na ito ang guston kong sagutan,,,feel na feel ko yung iba eh,,hahahahahahahaha
18 more to go pa sana mapanindigan ko talaga,,,
at promise magiging active talaga ako,,,
kukuracha!!!! *_^
the truth is, i been fascinated to have a blog and post anything i like, but before, super tamad ako, such a lazy girl, like what i always said, i'm a writer but i don't write? gets?! hehehehehhee
this blogsite? i recover it after trying different id's and password.
i have my blogsite in friendster before, i still have all my post before friendster old say goodbye,
then i signed to tumblr, i post some but not as frequent like this,
sabi ko nga ngayon pangangatawanan ko na talaga...ito na siguro ang magiging matinong blogsite ko..promise..
i was being mentioned in twitter with one of my favorite writer, and one fan being tagged to, i dont even remember what we're talking about, chikahan na kami ni twitter fanatic, then suddenly napunta ako sa profile nya,,dun nakita ko na naka attached yung blogspot site nya,,then binasa ko yung mga latest post nya.
may nakita akong interesting na post.,at eto nga nga yung 30 days challlenge, as far as i remember nagsisimula na din sya sa challenge na yun,,and then habang nagbabas ako, nag sink in sa isip ko na why not try it? tutal natututwa nman ako dun sa ibang challenge eh,,
lam mo yung nafefeel mo din yung challenge to try? saka mahilig talaga ako sa mga sinasagutan na mga ka ekekan eh..
parng umiislambook lang! hahahahahahahha
sabi ko nga, paninindigan ko tong chllenge na to..tingan mo nasa 12 na ako,,hehehehehe kahit minsan, yung halos lahat hindi pa natatapos,,need to edit pa.
madami kasi sa challenge na ito ang guston kong sagutan,,,feel na feel ko yung iba eh,,hahahahahahahaha
18 more to go pa sana mapanindigan ko talaga,,,
at promise magiging active talaga ako,,,
kukuracha!!!! *_^
Thursday 6 December 2012
Day 11: Write about your loved one (ex. crush, boyfriend etc.)
i choose to write about my ex crush..
we can called him "eyeliner".
supre crush ko talaga sya, but i never had the chance to tell him my feelings
coz i was sooooo afraid,,
afraid in-terms of getting hurt in the end. because i know we will not be last forever.
we're both living in different world (that's my term) and i don't want to try coz i know in the end i might regret it. love is indeed sacrifice, you need to learn to give somethings for you to have a good chance in return.
sometimes love is a gambling game, darating yung point na ma foforce kang tumay dahil alam mo umaasa ka na manalo, pero darating yung point mo na manghihinayang kang tumaya, kasi malakas ang chance na matalo ka, lalo nat lam mo ,a mahirap ang laro na papasukin mo,,hindi ka sanay, hindi mo alam ang taktika, hindi mo makakaya ang pressure ng lro, kay magiisip ka na wag na lang, dahil ayaw mong masaktan and sisihin sarili mo sa huli.
ayaw mong isapalaran ang kapirsong swerte or saya ng pagalaro dahil alam mo sa isip at puso mo kakambal nito sakit din sa huli.
eyeliner and i had unfinished business and i want to end it here, so both i and him can move on, most especailly in may part.
dear eyeliner,
i treasure all those times i'm with you and forever i will remember it.
i can't played with your games coz i know we might regret it big time and i want to thank you for teaching that lesson coz i realize, i'm matured enough to choose the right to wrong.
we might be happy for s short time but in return of this i will blame half of me for longest time, and i dont want that kind of scheme.
much better to have friendship relationship with you or than to be my enemy.
dont worry about me, like i said im mature enough to handle circumstances, i can get through it,
i know you're trying your game again to someone, hope you win this time
good luck to both of you and may you find your happiness with her.
shannon
we can called him "eyeliner".
supre crush ko talaga sya, but i never had the chance to tell him my feelings
coz i was sooooo afraid,,
afraid in-terms of getting hurt in the end. because i know we will not be last forever.
we're both living in different world (that's my term) and i don't want to try coz i know in the end i might regret it. love is indeed sacrifice, you need to learn to give somethings for you to have a good chance in return.
sometimes love is a gambling game, darating yung point na ma foforce kang tumay dahil alam mo umaasa ka na manalo, pero darating yung point mo na manghihinayang kang tumaya, kasi malakas ang chance na matalo ka, lalo nat lam mo ,a mahirap ang laro na papasukin mo,,hindi ka sanay, hindi mo alam ang taktika, hindi mo makakaya ang pressure ng lro, kay magiisip ka na wag na lang, dahil ayaw mong masaktan and sisihin sarili mo sa huli.
ayaw mong isapalaran ang kapirsong swerte or saya ng pagalaro dahil alam mo sa isip at puso mo kakambal nito sakit din sa huli.
eyeliner and i had unfinished business and i want to end it here, so both i and him can move on, most especailly in may part.
dear eyeliner,
i treasure all those times i'm with you and forever i will remember it.
i can't played with your games coz i know we might regret it big time and i want to thank you for teaching that lesson coz i realize, i'm matured enough to choose the right to wrong.
we might be happy for s short time but in return of this i will blame half of me for longest time, and i dont want that kind of scheme.
much better to have friendship relationship with you or than to be my enemy.
dont worry about me, like i said im mature enough to handle circumstances, i can get through it,
i know you're trying your game again to someone, hope you win this time
good luck to both of you and may you find your happiness with her.
shannon
Wednesday 5 December 2012
Day 10: Write the differences between you and your best friend
i have many best friends, but i already mention Joan on my previous blog, and i wanna credit my other bestfriends to this challenge to fair enough.
because this is my own blog, i am entitle not to mention their name,,for the sake of privacy? nah, for the sake of our friendship.
they have different characters, and i want it to share it in a way not to hurt each of them or get offended, or not to feel any pressure and envious about everything i might tackle here.
i don't want them to feel anything bad, or got misunderstood, and i know they'll understand..hehehehehehehe
friendship 1
she's petite and very lovely
friendly
so pretty and very stunning
she has fair skin
very quiet and respectful
i never heard her curse someone
has big appetite
afraid to try new things,
low self esteem and confidence,
very obedient
friendship 2.
lovely
open minded
much braver than me.
friendly
like in a gambling games, she's a afraid o lose a bet that's why she's a afraid to play the games.
lacking of strategy.
afraid to be rejected
unadventurous
not techie
friendship 3
very pretty
open minded
afraid to show herself to much.
respectful
independent
meticulous
it's really hard to write our differences,
what i wrote are some of those traits that i know we're different, the rest re all same.
i didn't elaborate some of my traits coz i already open my cards when i wrote theirs.
because this is my own blog, i am entitle not to mention their name,,for the sake of privacy? nah, for the sake of our friendship.
they have different characters, and i want it to share it in a way not to hurt each of them or get offended, or not to feel any pressure and envious about everything i might tackle here.
i don't want them to feel anything bad, or got misunderstood, and i know they'll understand..hehehehehehehe
friendship 1
she's petite and very lovely
friendly
so pretty and very stunning
she has fair skin
very quiet and respectful
i never heard her curse someone
has big appetite
afraid to try new things,
low self esteem and confidence,
very obedient
friendship 2.
lovely
open minded
much braver than me.
friendly
like in a gambling games, she's a afraid o lose a bet that's why she's a afraid to play the games.
lacking of strategy.
afraid to be rejected
unadventurous
not techie
friendship 3
very pretty
open minded
afraid to show herself to much.
respectful
independent
meticulous
it's really hard to write our differences,
what i wrote are some of those traits that i know we're different, the rest re all same.
i didn't elaborate some of my traits coz i already open my cards when i wrote theirs.
Tuesday 4 December 2012
DAY 9: a picture of you when you were still young
that was me (the girl at the back 3rd from the right) and my cousins/playmates.
(from left to the right) denden, madel, ardee, joy (partly hidden) me, my brother ninoy with open hands, looks like praying for friend chicken! hheheheheheh and ineng,
i dont even remember this picture.
while writing this, iniisip ko talaga kung malala ko pa, but i failed. kung ngayon nga madami ako di maalala eh yung noon pa kaya? kaloka ako eh,hehehehehehehe
si ardee mukhng may pasalubong sa nanay nya,
si denden walang muwang pero kita ko pa din malaki nyang mata! hahahahaha
si ninoy madasalin pala nun, pero bakit di ngayon?
si joy egray pa din,,di kasi makita eh...ehhehehehe
si madel kung maka pose parang walang pagbabago ngayon,
si ineng naman parang suot na pamasko eh! hahhaahahhaha
syempre ang pinakahuli, si shannon talagang astig pa din noon at ngayon!!!
hahahahaahhahaha
nakakamiss ang childhood days,
yung paglalaro namin ng chinese garter, bahay bahayan, piko, patos, luksong baka at tinikat ,lutu-lutuan
pagluluto ng pancit pancitan (dahon) at pag gawa ng juice gamit ang bunga ng alugbati, pag gawa ng medal gamit ang dahon ng cassava
yung panonood ng cedie, tom sawyer, bananas and pyjamas, machine man, bioman, sarah ang munting prinsesa, voltes v etc.
Monday 3 December 2012
DAY 8: describe you perfect day
how can i say if this is my perfect day" how can i say that this is the day that i will never ever forget in my entire life?
very ironic right? in thousands of days had passed thousand of them too that i might say is a perfect day,
why i say that its perfect? if i'm questioning about how perfect day was in the first place?
simple, i say perfect day bcoz, in those thousand of days had passed, i'm still alive!
breathing and kicking! safe and sound! no matter i'm in pain or broken, i still find it perfect day,
coz no matter what my heart is broken, still,,,its breathin!
every time i open my eyes in the morning,it's surely a perfect already!
each of us has different definition of perfect day.
like winning the lotto feel like its a perfect and lucky day, (2 balls in a row)
saw your crush (buo araw mo kahit di ka nangitian)
got perfect exam,*pag sinusuwerte nga naman* (thanks kay seatmate at sa kodiko) nyahahahahaha
perfect date with your bf/gf (khit sa jollibee lang kumain, ayos na)
got promoted in work..(crush kasi ng boss eh)
nakapulot ng 20 pesos sa daan (png fishballs na din, pde na!)
sinagot na ng nililigawan (kahit katanghalian nililigawan at kahit binabantayan ng kuya at ng daddy)
na libre ni boss (bday kasi)
madami pang dahiln kbkit naituturing na naging maganda ang araw para sayo,,maliit mn or mlaki ang dahilan nito, and mahalaga naramdaman mo ng kaligyahan..
kasi kakambal na ng perpekto nd kasayahan, dail ang hiwaga na ibinibigay nito hindi natin mabigyan ng kahulugan basta ang nararamdaman natin ang kaginhawa
there's a lot of reasons why we describe it as a perfect day for you, no matter how simple or extravagant it is, no matter how small and big it is, what important is that you felt the happiness within.
because the word "perfect" intertwined with the words of "happiness". because the mysteries given by it is incomparable to the the feelings that we felt through it.
i will used sun rise and sun set as a metaphor
because every time i see a sun rise, i see the new set of begginning
and everythime i see the sun sets, one thing need to end coz another beautiful day is waving!
coz i believe in old saying that
"in every beginning there's an ending, and every ending there's a new beginning."
very ironic right? in thousands of days had passed thousand of them too that i might say is a perfect day,
why i say that its perfect? if i'm questioning about how perfect day was in the first place?
simple, i say perfect day bcoz, in those thousand of days had passed, i'm still alive!
breathing and kicking! safe and sound! no matter i'm in pain or broken, i still find it perfect day,
coz no matter what my heart is broken, still,,,its breathin!
every time i open my eyes in the morning,it's surely a perfect already!
each of us has different definition of perfect day.
like winning the lotto feel like its a perfect and lucky day, (2 balls in a row)
saw your crush (buo araw mo kahit di ka nangitian)
got perfect exam,*pag sinusuwerte nga naman* (thanks kay seatmate at sa kodiko) nyahahahahaha
perfect date with your bf/gf (khit sa jollibee lang kumain, ayos na)
got promoted in work..(crush kasi ng boss eh)
nakapulot ng 20 pesos sa daan (png fishballs na din, pde na!)
sinagot na ng nililigawan (kahit katanghalian nililigawan at kahit binabantayan ng kuya at ng daddy)
na libre ni boss (bday kasi)
madami pang dahiln kbkit naituturing na naging maganda ang araw para sayo,,maliit mn or mlaki ang dahilan nito, and mahalaga naramdaman mo ng kaligyahan..
kasi kakambal na ng perpekto nd kasayahan, dail ang hiwaga na ibinibigay nito hindi natin mabigyan ng kahulugan basta ang nararamdaman natin ang kaginhawa
there's a lot of reasons why we describe it as a perfect day for you, no matter how simple or extravagant it is, no matter how small and big it is, what important is that you felt the happiness within.
because the word "perfect" intertwined with the words of "happiness". because the mysteries given by it is incomparable to the the feelings that we felt through it.
i will used sun rise and sun set as a metaphor
because every time i see a sun rise, i see the new set of begginning
and everythime i see the sun sets, one thing need to end coz another beautiful day is waving!
coz i believe in old saying that
"in every beginning there's an ending, and every ending there's a new beginning."
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