Tuesday 29 January 2013

"you will always have a friend in me"



People go everyday not knowing what they may lose
Not knowing if that day someone will bring them bad news
I’ve known many in my life that have been through heartache
Scared from the nightmare they may never awake
I know you have been through a lot and I am here to hold your hand
Through all the trials life has in store, by your side I shall stand
Although I can’t erase the scars, I hope to help them fade
Don’t forget all the good memories, all the smiles you have made
I know it’s hard to say goodbye, to finally let them go
Missing them and praying that they know
I know it’s hard to lose someone to know they are no longer here
To wake every morning having to face a terrible new fear
I promise to lift you up whenever you are down
I will place a smile on your face whenever there’s a frown
I love you unconditionally you are my very best friend
All the pieces to your broken heart I will do my best to mend
Lives are lost daily, I know it isn’t fair
Just know you will always have someone that truly cares
One day you will join them in heaven, and then you’ll finally see
That through all this time you’ll always have a friend in me

 **repost from my tumblr**

without you

i really dont know what gotten me to like this song,,,hehehehehhehe
the moment i heard this i fell inlove to this song,,
one main reason na din is when i saw the trailer of the move "one more try" bagay na bagay yung kanta and ganda ng verion talaga ni angeline quinto, pero nung hinahanap ko yugn song, eh yung version ni karylle ang meron, i didn't know na mas nauna na pala syang mag revive nito..
dahil bet ko yung kay angeline, mdjo dissapointed ako sa version na to,,
3 weeks forward nung may nag upload nung version ni angeline and nagkaron ako ng comparison,,
maganda talaga pagkakakanta ni angeline, syempre dahil na din sa quality ng voice nya, pero nung sinuri kong maigi,,mas maganda version ni karyle kasi may mas emotion,,hehehehehe
feel na feel siguro ni karylle pagkakakanta nito kaya ganun,,hahahahhahahahaha

karyle's version
*sorry sa title angeline yung nakalagay* ^_^
gulo kasi nung uploader eh...hahahahahahahaha





Monday 28 January 2013

Himutok

sa aking pag iisa sa diwa ko'y dumadaloy
alaala ng kahapon sa puso ko'y umaapoy
damdaming nagsasanib sa ningas ng lumalagabgab na kahoy
nagdidiklab, kumikislap, umiinit, nagliliwanag
pagtuloy ng luha sa pagbilis ng pag-agos
sa mga matang halo di maubos ubos
malalim ang pinaghuhugutan
nang damdaming nagtatanong
saan ba nagkamali?
saan ba nagkulang?
 nang aking maidugtong
mahaba habang litanya ang ninanais kong ibulong
para masagutan ang damdamin na animo'y maihahalintulad sa bugtong
sadya kayang tayo'y di karapat dapat?
o baka naman sadya lang talagang may umaawat?
pumipigil sa hudyat ng tadhana
upang ating mga puso ay hindi magtugma at mabalewala
pinangarap kitang abutin,
at sa dulo ay pilit kakayanin
sa paghakbang ko,
labing isa
pra sa sampung hakbang para malapitan ka
heto na.
malapit na.
pero sa dulo ay wala ka?
dahil sa paglapit ko
humahakbang ka pala palayo
sa papadating na paa ko.


Friday 25 January 2013

99 random quetions about me

1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? 
-always closed

2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? 
-yeah, i did thrice! hahahahaha :)

3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? 
-tucked out

4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? 
-nope

5: Do you like to use post-it notes? 
-sometimes yes,

6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? 
-hehehehe sometimes

7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? 
-ouch? can i escape this question? i have nothing to choose?! :)

8: Do you have freckles? partly, but they're hard to notice so not really. 
-i have dark skin, if ever i have freckles, i wouldn't notice it.

9: Do you always smile for pictures?
-sometimes no

10: Do you collect anything?
-yes, i collect magazines, and some souvenirs from places I've been, from unforgettable moments i'm in, even it's just a little scrap, i really wouldn't mind.

11: Do you stick to conventional fashions or like to try and be original?
-i like fashion,sometimes i like follow what is trend but i mixed it up with my original style,i'm not that kind of person who always go with the flow, i drive my own fashion too,

12: Have you ever given someone a handmade present?
-as far as i remember, i gave handmade presents, but forgive me, coz i forgot whom i gave and what i gave..*poor me for having memory gap* hehehe

13:  Are you introvert or extrovert
-based from all the personality test that I've been through, i'm INTROVERT person

14: Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing? 
-hahahahaha i do it most of the times. i always play music in my mind

15: Do you chew your pens and pencils? 
-yes i do, whenever i don't know what to do, or what to write.

16: How many people have you slept with this week? 
-????? hehehehehehe no one, i sleep on my bed alone!!

17: What size is your bed? double. 
-single bed, made just for myself only

18: What is your Song of the week? 
-i played this song "without you" lots of times everyday since 3 weeks ago,i guess it'll be my song of the week/month

19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink? 
-yes,,but it depends on how to carry them,

20: Do you still watch cartoons? 
-yes i'm still child at heart

21: Whats your least favorite movie? 
-i don't like anime,heroes/heroine movie

22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? 
-nope, id rather spend it with others

23: If you're a girl, bra size? If you're a guy, pants size? 
-34B

24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in? 
-spicy sour or in mayo

25: What is your favorite food? 
-chicken and any kind of soup

26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love? 
-so many to mention! i like chick flick movie, comedy drama, love story. arrrrg i'm having a hard time answering this question.

27: Last person you kissed/kissed you? 
-i kissed toftof (my nephew)on his cheek earlier.

28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? 
-a girl scout but sometimes boy scouts activities are more interesting than the girls

29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? 
-i can pose nude..hehehehehehehe wild!!1 :P

30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
-13 months ago, i guess

31: Could you ever be a living donor?
-actually i been thinking to get a card donor

32: Which was your favorite science? Biology, Physics or chemistry?
-none of the above! :)


33:Have you ever helped someone across the road?
-yes whenever i see old people crossing,

34:Have you ever been horse riding?
-yes! and it'was a one superb experienced for me

35: If you and a friend wanted the same thing would you let the friend get it first?
-it depend who's friend i'm with, if we're not to much close maybe i wont, but it she's my best friend  believe me or not, i would give it to my friend, i can give up something for my best friend.

36:Have you ever argued over who should pay for something?
-yes! because they keep insisting to pay the food that supposed to be my treat.

37: Do you like Turkish delight?
-yes!! i love their kebab!! one of the best I've ever taste!!

38: Do you buy people presents to bring back when you go on holiday?
-yes i do, i buy present those who dears to me

39: Are you tired answering question yet?
-hmmmmmmmmm little! :P

40:Have you ever been approached by someone who knew you but couldn't remember them for the life of you?
-most of the time!! hahahahahahaha

41:Is it criminal to wear socks with sandals?

-yes


42: If you were ruler of your own country, what would you call it:
-super island! :)

43: If you invented a monster what would you call it?
 -monster rocker

44: If you were  captain of a ship, what would you call it?
-starship

45:  Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? 

-i cant remember


46: If you could have a full scholarship to any university what would you choose to study?
-i want to study journalism

47:What is your favorite children story?
 -peter pan  

48:If you could choose one celebrity to be the father/mother of your child who would it be?

-channing tatum!! i have a huge crush on him!!  hehehehehe


49:What would you do if someone propose to you tomorrow? 
-if he's channing, i will say YES shout out loud! betray me, throw a worn to me or lie to me

50:What was the last thing to make you feel angry?
-betray me, throw a worn to me or lie to me    an inspirational book from bo sanchez, birthday gift from my dearest girls -kare estelon

51: What was the last present you received?

-an inspirational book from bo sanchez, birthday gift from my dearest girls


52: Who was your first bestfriend
-karen estelon (grade 6)

53how many languages do you speak?
-im fluent with tagalog and english but i can speak and understand conversationl italian,

54: Are you much of an adventurer?
-yes i am!! :D

55: Favorite type of fruit pie?
buko pie, and mango peach pie

56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? 
news reporter

58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? 
yeah lots of time

59: Take a vitamin daily?. 
i stop taking vitamins 2 weeks ago, but before i took for 10 months

60: Wear slippers? 
yep

61: Wear a bath robe? 
nope

62: What do you wear to bed? 
depends on whether,,hehehehe if cold i got pj's and top if warm? shorts and loosen tops

63: First concert you watch? 
-i cant remember

64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? 
-we dont have these here, but we have shoemart

65: Nike or Adidas? . 
-nike *check*

66: Cheetos Or Fritos? 
-cheetos!!

67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? 
-sunflower

68: Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? 
-nope

69: Ever take dance lessons? 
-nope but i have a dance subject in college before, and i almost fail that subject.

70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? 
-yes, he run his own business

71: Can you curl your tongue? 
-a little hehehehehe the basic one

72: Ever won a spelling bee? 
n-o

73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy? 
-yes

74: Own any record albums? 
-no but i cover some songs,,hehehehehehe

75: Own a record player? 
-no

76: Regularly burn incense?????? 
-no, and i never tried

77: Ever been in love? 
-yes i do!!

78: Who would you like to see in concert? 
-how i wish i can watch the beatles in concert..*imposible dream*

79: What was the last concert you saw? 
-i can't remember

80: Hot tea or cold tea? 
-none coz i dont like tea

81: Tea or coffee? 
-coffee!!!!

82: Sugar or snickerdoodles? 
-sugar

83: Can you swim well? 
-no, i can't even swim

84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? 
-yes i think so1

85: Are you patient? 
-sometimes!! hahahahhha

86: DJ or band, at a wedding? 
-band

87: Ever won a contest? 
-i don't remember i won

88: Ever have plastic surgery? 
-no

89: Which are better black or green olives? 
-both but i much love the color black

90: Can you knit or crochet? 
-i can crochet a line..heheehehehehe

91: Best room for a fireplace? 
-living room

92: Do you want to get married? 
-yes ofcourse

93: If married, how long have you been married? 
-******

94: Who was your HS crush? 
-M.A. Garcia

95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? 
-no

96: Do you have kids? 
-none

97: Do you want kids? 
-i love too

98: Whats your favorite color? 
-green, purple, black, white and red

99: Do you miss anyone right now? 
-i missed this someone so much!

Friday 18 January 2013

new year, new ink.

yesterday was the "ouch" day for me,,hehehehehehe
i got my 6th and 7th body ink courtesy by enteng the artist..hehehehhe he did my 5 tattoos and 3 more soon??!! hahahahahahahaha

the inking session and the finish product.

check this out!


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Thursday 3 January 2013

my lil treasure

have you had a favorite fair of sleepwear that you keep wearing no matter how scrofulous they look like?
a piece of clothes that even they look disgusting you keep wearing them and always in your backpack everywhere you go, they might be look awful compare to some  of your stuff but you still choose or favored them to be with you.

i had mine, its my sisters old shirt, it was passed on me when she didn't feel to wear it anymore (i think i had that shirt 11 years ago). it's a white shirt but look at now, colors fade, the colors look like a grey now! hahahahahaha
it was partnered by a tiger design shorts.

this pair was my favorite ever!!
i brought them when i live in denmark for work, when i got 1 week each vacation in teneriffe spain and harz germany, i brought them too.

when i transfer to italy they're one of my stuff that i can never leave without. i called them traveling sleep wears. coz whenever i go. i'll make sure that i have them, that i pack them with me.

because i wore them more often, they texture become more old  ancient and darkened, and the shirt are getting bad. 


one time i was looking for it to wear for that day, and out of the sudden i lay may eyes on it and get pitied to this poor shirt. i feel sorry coz i used them a lot and now they look like a rags..i can't let go them, i just can't. you may find me weird but i feel part of me is missing if i let go them..coz they witness too much in me, mostly those loneliest nights when i was so alone.
they're still in my ward,,,hehehehehehe



i just wore them from time to time, even i like to wear them most of the time but i can't. coz i dont want them to tear by itself when they become more old.