i choose to write about my ex crush..
we can called him "eyeliner".
supre crush ko talaga sya, but i never had the chance to tell him my feelings
coz i was sooooo afraid,,
afraid in-terms of getting hurt in the end. because i know we will not be last forever.
we're both living in different world (that's my term) and i don't want to try coz i know in the end i might regret it. love is indeed sacrifice, you need to learn to give somethings for you to have a good chance in return.
sometimes love is a gambling game, darating yung point na ma foforce kang tumay dahil alam mo umaasa ka na manalo, pero darating yung point mo na manghihinayang kang tumaya, kasi malakas ang chance na matalo ka, lalo nat lam mo ,a mahirap ang laro na papasukin mo,,hindi ka sanay, hindi mo alam ang taktika, hindi mo makakaya ang pressure ng lro, kay magiisip ka na wag na lang, dahil ayaw mong masaktan and sisihin sarili mo sa huli.
ayaw mong isapalaran ang kapirsong swerte or saya ng pagalaro dahil alam mo sa isip at puso mo kakambal nito sakit din sa huli.
eyeliner and i had unfinished business and i want to end it here, so both i and him can move on, most especailly in may part.
dear eyeliner,
i treasure all those times i'm with you and forever i will remember it.
i can't played with your games coz i know we might regret it big time and i want to thank you for teaching that lesson coz i realize, i'm matured enough to choose the right to wrong.
we might be happy for s short time but in return of this i will blame half of me for longest time, and i dont want that kind of scheme.
much better to have friendship relationship with you or than to be my enemy.
dont worry about me, like i said im mature enough to handle circumstances, i can get through it,
i know you're trying your game again to someone, hope you win this time
good luck to both of you and may you find your happiness with her.
shannon
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