dear HILLary,
honestly i don't intended to write you something about this matter, but you're the right one for this challenge.
i haven't had the chance to talk you seriously about the past happened to us, like a grown matured individual, we both silently chose to keep it in our self and burn it alive as what supposed to be. i believe that we both understand it, in a different way without tackling it words by words, eyes to eyes and heart to hearts,
days month runs forward, we both lead our ways differently, i walk with both of my feet on the ground, i deal with rough road going to my destination. you run with your bikes on your smooth road, you were very excited to be at the end point, you were very eager to stamp your feet to the pedal of your mini bicycle.
it maybe hard for me and easy for you but in the end despite from all the struggles that i face, i'm still happy and contended because i learn and i gain at the end of the road. you know why? coz i enjoyed walking with my feet itself coz i have the chance to take time to see the other side of my path, the beautiful memories that i will keep for the rest of my life. that i had the chance to i embrace the grass on my way, that i played with flowers on the side, to sing with the breeze and to walk holding them with me. compare yours who lost the chance to see the beauty of the real surrounding coz you're busy thinking about being the first to arrive at the pit stop,,a pit stop that doesn't involve in a challenge. because of your selfishness, you lost some of those precious gems in your hands coz you are busy hooking stars at the sky.
i have a lot of questions that never been answered
why oh why, how when why?
chances might be easy to give but not easy deal with,
but you know what, i realized there's something that don't need to end in a critical way. it's much better to let it heal by chance, to come-in the right place and time.
coz breaking two heart is not easy to fix and so the lost soul.
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